In my last entry I kinda made it sound like my friends don't care when I'm contemplating or attempting suicide, I want to apologize. That was wrong of me because I do know that my friends care, I just feel even worse know what I put them through when I get like this... So I'm going to leave it to my friends, and their opinions... I feel bad for what I put them through with my posts being a cry for help, so please, if I should continue putting out my cries for help, say so, if not, say it. Either way you decide, just know that I love my friends I hate myself more than normal after I see what my cries for help do to them... so this might be my